My stars.

I don't know how to start. okay let's just begin. On 18th Jan I decided to sleep at Nana's room since Leen was going to sleep at Pah's room. If not the next morning i will walk to class alone. But sampai je bilik, yaya left me in the room and went to I-don't-know-where. Seriously that night I was so sad. I got Eco Test on the next morning from 8am till 10 am.  Leen went to study with Pah, while yaya i don't know. If they want to study together why tak ajak? Sampai hati :/  Dah lah satu hape pun tak faham. Baru nak ajak study sesama. There's this moment when you feel like being ignored by your friends, and you feel like you don't have anyone. You feel like everyone is trying to keep themselves away from you. You feel like they giving up on you. This kind of thing started running in my head. I feel like crying. but when yaya came. I tried to act normal. Phone dah start bunyi. text message and calls from friends and families nak wish birthday. Everyone in the room, Nana and Capin dah wish. I'm waiting for this "Happy birthday Lala" come out from yaya's mouth but NO. And also text message from Leen. but... NO. Boyfriend? NO. While On the phone with my first sister Nani, Nad put Sensual Palmolive Aroma Therapy shower gel on my hand. And she poured baby Johnson's powder on  my head. Thanks for the opening of my day Nad :')

19Jan2012. My 19th birthday.
Still no wish from yaya and leen. Eee sampai hati :( bayangkan orang yang paling rapat dengan kau tak wish? Hazim, Aqil, Faiz.. semua pun tak. Dasar Jahanam lah korang. Hahaha till I reached to the point where malas dah nak kisah. Lantak ah. On that night I slept in the same room sebab senang nak balik Klang terus pergi sama sama. Actually still waiting for both of you to wish. Including him. But.. hmph. No.

 While watching Titanic with Nana, yaya came....  and gave me this

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Awh :') Thank you so much for this. Ya Allah sumpah terharu. I read this in the train and I cried with smile on my face. Everyone in the train looked at me. Haha You guys are so sweet. Ee menyampah tahu? I don't know what else to say. I love you both so much. Sebenarnya nak nangis pun macam tak ternangis. Asal nak feeling je next page.. gelak. Hahaha Ahhhhh going to keep that book safe. Terima kasih sangat sangat. You put a big effort to make this kan? Dah lah masing masing mengeluh duit takde but you've printed all the pictures   mahal kan? Dengan test Eco.. nak study lagi. Thank you! Thank you! Oh and to Nana, Capin, Nad and poh too! Korang sepakat kan. Sampai hati :/ Haha

To Everyone who wishes me through Facebook, Text messages, Twitter, and calls. Thank you. Nani, Adik, Nana and Fatin Fatihah, Thanks for calling. Najah, Rafaa, Huzai, Cha, Fadd, Muiz, Bakal Abang Ipar, Shatirah, Laili, Nabil, Kimi Thanks for your sweet text messages. Thanks :') I love all of you! 

Dear you, thanks aa sebab tak wish. And surprise dah tak jadi surprise lagi dah. Boooooooo! Haha

My 6 Jahanam. Hihi 

**You are like stars. You may not always twinkle, but I know you're always there :)

Sugar

Isn't she's sweet? Hehehe Thank you Ka ♥ :)

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I texted Najah when I was online last night "Any new song? Meh kasi google meh" . She replied and her text was out of topic but really touched my heart "Tiba tiba teringat how kita takut, how kita cuak nak jawab paper addmath, entah kenapa" Seriously me too. I feel like studying back. I really missed studying late at night and sometimes I do feel like open back all the books that I already wrapped, waiting for the right time to throw it away. But when I think back what is the point pun kann. SPM is OVER or more to HIGH SCHOOL is OVER,

"Bila ingat tu sume rasa nak nanges kot. Tak tahu knapa. How we used to struggle, study, lepak kat centre" Yesss, we had a lot of fun studying and doing everything together at the centre. There's a lot of things that happened. 3 years I've been taking tuition at the same tuition centre since I was in form 3. And the place was like my own house. My second house. "Lepas ni dah takde dah jalan kaki pegi centre, dah takde dah kena marah dgn family sbb lepak centre je, nak golek golek kat centre, makan burger je, pastu dgn lawak zul sume" Its true, "Takde lagi dah sunset, takde lagi dah pikir nak makan apa malam ni, takde lagi dah duit cukup ke tak. Sumer tuh dah takde dahhh" and times where one of us was like "korang nak makan mana? senja (sunset)? Pergilah, aku nak makan burger je" "dgn kita lepak kat centre je dah macam rumah kedua, pastu kita bergelak ketawa, kita punya extra class yg panjang tu, pastu bekas gula gula kita tuh. Haih" Our extra class like 8 hours and 1 hour break. Imagine how tiring we was.

Situ lahh tempat kita Tido bila penat, makan, "DATING" or "BASUH MUKA", lepak, study, bukak aircond sesuka hati macam mak bapak ada share pulak kat situ, and the most thing yang rindu sangat, "BILIK TENGAH". Even if datang centre balik, the feeling is not the same. Dekat centre ni jugak lahh "kita rapat, through thick and thin, up and down" Sir pernah merajuk, sepak terajang. Sir belanja Mcd and KFC for the whole class. Like 60 students. Chokie chokie, Ice cream, burger. What else? Banyak sangattttttttttt. With all the issues yg jadi.  Sumpah nak nangis kot bila ingat balik. Semua student dekat situ friendly gila even lain lain sekolah. Dah macam satu family. Rapaattt. The place where all the gossips and rumours spread easily like "Ohh dia couple dengan budak yg kita nampak tuh kan?" "OMG! dia couple dengan minah tuh ke?" "Why in the world lelaki handsome semua amik prempuan yang not so lawa"  "takde laki lain ke dia nak pilih, I meant like why him?" Usually benda benda ni me and Najah lahh :P Hehe

"Dah breakfast dah?" "Belum, jumm teman roti canai Hajjaz" Apa apa mesti kedai bawah, hajjaz, 99. sometimes macam, "sir kertas graph dah habis",  "Haa kau, amik duit ni beli kertas graph dekat bawah" Anything and everything. Sampai bila kiteorng datang je layanan cukup lah baik. Tip top punya. Well kiteorng ni jugak lahh yang menjana ekonomi kedai dia kan, periuk nasi dia sumer :P There's so much to list. Last but not least, DINAMIK SUKSES, YOU ARE THE BEST TUITION CENTRE EVER! ♥

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